dont feel the need to justify or explain myself its retarded lets get that out of the way
anyways was watching some chris chan videos just a trip down memory lane and it's fucking crazy how the brain can break like i literally cant wrap my head around it
you have a fucking crazy person who says shit like "i know the dimensional merge is going to happen at the end of this year" and "lisa simpson is going to become the next president of america"
and he gives actual timeframes for these events, and when they OBVIOUSLY dont fucking happen there's not even like, an attempt at a proper excuse its just "ohhh we didn't generate enough power it couldnt happen"
and its just interesting because its so insanely different from your standard type of crazy like with flat earth or whatever type of stuff there's lots of coping you can do about grand conspiracies or coverups to help you get past it, but the chris chan side is just pure insanity from one lunatic's brain and he takes pride in that so how do you cope when your completely 100% original retarded idea is proven wrong in your face
there's also probably some interesting kind of discussion to be had (not here) about the difference in these kinds of delusions i mentioned, like flat earth or whatever stuff my personal opinion is it's not any kind of coping method obviously, i think it probably comes from either
a. a place of distrust in the institutions around you (totally reasonable) so you feel the urge to just disagree with everything they've put before you
b. a desire to be The One who has the secret knowledge, a drive to just feel smarter than all the other peons
c. just actual craziness where you believe it because who knows you just like the idea of it
but the insane cwc theory stuff just comes purely from a place of pure coping, the idea that REALLY SOON you'll be able to just totally forget all your debts, everybody you've ever wrongs, all your dead loved ones, all the times youve been mistreated, because SOMETHING big is going to happen and shake up the entire world and (in your eyes) rightfully place you smack dab in the middle
so i just wonder to what degree someone like cwc TRULY believes in this kind of shit, because i think a lot of standard delusional people (just going to keep using flat earth since i already used it) do genuinely believe it in their heart of hearts, which is good
but when YOU create your whole schizo theories SOLELY as a way to cope with your own shitty miserable life and have these ideas solely existing as a final escape from everything you've done wrong, there HAS to always be a part of your brain that's telling you that if you invented this, and you keep being wrong, it has to be fake
or something like that